I'm sure I was a member but can't log in now, and somebody told me I don't show up any more

If you can log in, you're a member. But you may be set to "not currently available", in which case your name won't show in most searches.

We do delete members annually if they haven't logged in for more than a year, and we delete members when they are consistently unreachable. In both of these cases we make multiple attempts to contact you first.

If you account has been deleted, you are always welcome to create a new one at any time.